This kross upon the wall it taunts me Snarls you're in no shape Jesus grins and bears his teeth right at me Since I lost my faith Reluctantly I agree In my head he was so loud Compelling me to a degree To accept and to be found ============================= I close my eyes and listen to The voice that makes more sense Tho I swear it wasn't jesus this time My eyes I tightly clenched Solemnly I turned my back And shrugged without a care Sobbing shoulders shaking rocking My broken soul laid bare ============================= This emptiness it overwhelms me I see no fucking end Time I'm told will heal the painful Shattered mem'ries I do pretend I am ok I am doing well So my liars tongue decrees I turn around and face the kross I fall unto my knees ============================= Jesus threw his head back laughed and mocked me Then declared I had no more Chance of reaching any salvation I spat upon the floor I left right then and shut the door behind me A dying breath I made no sound A stupid grin it passed my lips Jesus hung there upside down.